Saturday, December 22, 2007

If You Ain't Got Love

Life without love is worthless.
I don't envy those
Who don't live their life to love.
The love of light.
The love of friends and family.
I feel sorry for them.
But sometimes I have to remember to pity.
Because at times I find myself hating - for their lack of love.
But by hating,
I'm being just like them.

So sorry I am.

My best friend and I hung out tonight.
We examined our snow tracks from the month past.
We both like to make sure,
That we each stay on the sidewalk.

Sometimes we step on a few cracks,
But we learn from them,
And we help each other understand
And remember
what everything is truly all about.

We always know.
But we don't always remember.

We watched a candle burn
for an hour.

I don't know any friends who do that.

I'm blessed.




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Anyways - keeping things in this Matrix. I want to give a shout out tonight to commend Channel M on their late night color testing image and sound.

Instead of showing the THIS after their programing:



(Yeah, gotta love passing out while watching TV then waking up that brain scratching noise)

Channel M is kind enough to top of the night with a very relaxing and calming background:




Things like this are VERY much appreciated.


I also wanted to show off my new stylish Mickey Mouse watch as I casually eat a grapefruit and watch the Canucks game.



And now I sleep.

I hope you sleep well,

And wake up like royalty -

Because you are.


Peace and Love

Jordan

Friday, December 21, 2007

New Webcam Fun

So I've finally invested into a decent webcam. I bought it hoping it would inspire some sweet artsy videos, but I can't seem to stop playing around with the crazy effects it comes with. One in particular that completely distorts your face and makes you look like some sort of cartoon character. As you can see - I've been having a bit TOO much fun with it.

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Now not only have I found this webcam truely fascinating, but so has my brother. We has a real good laugh last night until 4am. I don't think I've laughed so hard in a long long time. I was CRYING! Let it be known that in the following video, Max and I are completely sober and extreamely tired at the same time. May thought i was just taking photos at the beginning, and was saying "now" so that I'd take the shot.



And of course more photos followed...

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So anyways I thought I'd share the news about my new camera. I'm really excited about it. I think some fun, entertaining and maybe inspiring videos will be on their way soon.

Another big plus to having a new webcam, is finding little videos made my your girlfriend hiding for you in your computer. Thanks baby xoxo!!! (That one is just for my eyes though...not that its inappropriate or anything...but I'm just greedy like that).

Bedtime now.

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Jordan

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Catching Up

When I first started this blog, I though I'd be writing in it everyday. I've just been wrapping myself up in life so much these days, that I've hardly been able to sit back and take a look at it lately.

I just started a new job for the winter. Not sure if I'll be keeping it after the season, but it has really messed up my entire sense of time and schedule. My hours are usually from 2pm-10pm, and I'm not getting used to it at all. I usually write my blogs and do all my creative projects in the evening, but all i do now if come home, talk to my girl for a bit and head straight to bed. Then I don't wake up until about 12, giving me time to quickly eat, get ready and head back to work.

I think I'm going to have to make some changes soon. I don't like feeling like a slave to the system. The system should be my inspiration and muse. I feel as if I'm getting sucked into it, although I'm fully aware of it the entire time, I'm still going along with it.

The only time I feel as if things are going right is when I'm with my family and my girlfriend. And I've hardly even been able to see my friends at all. And to top it off, I haven't had a good home meal in weeks since my work hours over lapse with my dinner time, which was always my favorite and determining part about living at home.

It is a good learning experience though. Seeing the world from a different perspective. I like to be able to see things from all sides of the spectrum. it gives me a greater understanding of people and reasoning.

I find it sad to think that this is the way many people live out their lives. Where it's completely revolving around an uninspiring job, and only being lucky enough to to find time to spend with people they love, and doing things they love doing. But those are the things that life should be about. Those are the things that should occupy your time. I can't begin to tell you how much it angers me when my work schedules me for a day I told them I would not be working, and the way they react when I tell them that my job isn't on my list of priorities.

I think people need to remember that there will always be jobs out there. If they fire me for wanting to do the things I love, and the things that I live for - then GREAT! It'll only inspire me more. Time is such a precious thing. We're never getting more of it, only less. Life is just a countdown until the end. And though a lifetime might feel long - it isn't. And I don't want to waste one damn minute when I don't have to.

Anyways thats my rant for today.

I'm going to try to get my poetry and photos and videos flowing out of me again soon.

Peace and love,

Jordan